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Dhan Illiani Yusof
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What are your intentions with me?


sheโs 29
and by Allahโs grace,
felt cute so far
although my entire life felt like it broke down at 15 when i lost mom, went into depression as so did dad, struggled with school, didnt have proper guidance or supervision growing up, financially money went to mumโs cancer treatments, it wasnโt in the books to pursue an education + was deeply insecure since i was slower or struggled with practical things if not common sense, as well as having a weaker immune system, managed a diploma but was saddened i couldnโt further a degree, but she decided to work to find ways to learn.
despite unknowingly being autistic and being tremendously naive about the world, I followed the threads to fuel my many curiosities, no other reason than It all opened its arms to me. Felt like I had to negotiate ways everyday to feel okay at being at odds with the entire world at times. Was really hard on myself since I missed social cues, couldnt do well in social environments without it effecting my health after, which I had no explanation for before, never imagine Iโd be able to meet my own needs now, have the capacity to extend myself further. I thank you for the chance to various communities, abang2 kakak2 who provided a place for me to learn. The pass year, has been a huge change,
all the kindness of those who helped along the way despite my many shortcomings,
Terima kasih for letting me be punk with life with my very sensitive soul
- dhani
and by Allahโs grace,
felt cute so far
although my entire life felt like it broke down at 15 when i lost mom, went into depression as so did dad, struggled with school, didnt have proper guidance or supervision growing up, financially money went to mumโs cancer treatments, it wasnโt in the books to pursue an education + was deeply insecure since i was slower or struggled with practical things if not common sense, as well as having a weaker immune system, managed a diploma but was saddened i couldnโt further a degree, but she decided to work to find ways to learn.
despite unknowingly being autistic and being tremendously naive about the world, I followed the threads to fuel my many curiosities, no other reason than It all opened its arms to me. Felt like I had to negotiate ways everyday to feel okay at being at odds with the entire world at times. Was really hard on myself since I missed social cues, couldnt do well in social environments without it effecting my health after, which I had no explanation for before, never imagine Iโd be able to meet my own needs now, have the capacity to extend myself further. I thank you for the chance to various communities, abang2 kakak2 who provided a place for me to learn. The pass year, has been a huge change,
all the kindness of those who helped along the way despite my many shortcomings,
Terima kasih for letting me be punk with life with my very sensitive soul
- dhani


A few years back, shooting commissioned by instagram


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